Hi all, enjoy your time here.

Hi, my name is Randal, 20yo boy.

I love...
playing and listening to music
the chinese ruan and liuqin
going chinese orchestras and ensembles
eating awesome food
go shopping
being who I am
my family and friends
anyone who loves me

I hate...
bad music
people with lousy attitude
awkward silences
staying out too late at night
for not being able to practice ruan



- Song Guang Ning GaoYin Ruan (RoseWood)
- Enter National Institute Of Education in year 2013
- Song Guang Ning Zhong Ruan (ZiTan Mu)

As the months go by, I start to forget the lost love.
Though I dream of you occasionally in the middle of night.
But then I looked up to the sky above,
And told myself, there's a new love out there in sight.

It's been ages since I've wrote a rhyme.
Because I've lost happiness for quite some time.
But then I met you, someone who made me smile and think everything's fine.
In fact yes, as long as we look forward and look around, a new love I would'nt mind.

I wonder whether someday I'll say everything to you.
I wonder whether the world will turn well and start afresh, anew.
But nonetheless, I'm just glad to have you in my view.
Because you made me smile the true-st as happiness in me grew.

I won't be greedy nor lustful in any way.
I need not have a lover, even if I were to wish day by day.
Because just having you around makes me forget all unhappiness if there may.
And here I am, thinking of you as my body on my bed lays.

P.S.: I'm just happy. This is a seedling, as I fall deeper into this. But I'm willing, even if I may end up hurt in future, from possible rejection, from hurt, from discrimination.
I've nothing to fear, my parents are supportive, my friends are too.
Just leave me to be this way, and I'll be happy. I just want to be myself, to look into your eyes, as you smile back to me innocently.

Maybe someday, just some day it may escalate from like to love, and that I can once again use the devotional, untainted phrase...I Love You.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

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